I just got home from

I just got home from seeing Sean. He looked tired. He still has a cold and is run down. The visit wasn't as good as it could have been. We were sitting next to these two people who fought the whole time. She was telling her boyfriend how hard she had it for him being in prison. I suppose I can see her point, but he is the one who can't go anywhere or do anything. Some people are so self centered. I used to be a lot like that until I stepped back and realized that all in all, I don't have it that bad. My issues stem from my sense of justice around social issues for the most part. And no, I'm not free to do what most in our society is free do to, but.... that doesn't have to spoil every thing else in my life! I am free and I have much in my life that I treasure. It's also not hard at all to just look around to see how many others have far less than I have going for me and far less support. So, when I talk with Sean, I don't bitch about this or that in life that could be better. He of all people realize this about the world. I try to talk about anything that will bring him out of his little world for just a little while. I'm committed to being more positive about everything. Attitude really does make the difference. What you can't change, let go of.